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Dari sebuah note sahabat (Fauzi Ahmad Zaki Amirullah)


KENAPA AKU DIUJI?
“Apakah manusia itu mengira bahwa mereka dibiarkan saja mengatakan; “Kami telah beriman,” sedangkan mereka tidak diuji? Dan sesungguhnya kami telah menguji org2 yg sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui org2 yg benar dan sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui org2 yg dusta.” -Surah Al-Ankabut ayat 2-3

KENAPA AKU TAK DAPAT APA YG AKU IDAM-IDAMKAN?
“Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui.” -Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 216

KENAPA UJIAN SEBERAT INI?“Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya.” -Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 286

AKU TAK DAPAT BERTAHAN LAGI!
“… ..dan jgnlah kamu berputus asa dr rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa dr rahmat Allah melainkan kaum yg kafir.” -Surah Yusuf ayat 12

AKU FRUSTASI!“Jgnlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan jgnlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah org2 yg paling tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu org2 yg beriman.” - Surah Al-Imran ayat 139

BAGAIMANA HARUS AKU MENGHADAPINYA?“Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Bersabarlah kamu (menghadapi segala kesukaran dalam mengerjakan perkara-perkara yang berkebajikan), dan kuatkanlah kesabaran kamu lebih daripada kesabaran musuh, di medan perjuangan), dan bersedialah (dengan kekuatan pertahanan di daerah-daerah sempadan) serta bertaqwalah kamu kepada Allah supaya, kamu berjaya (mencapai kemenangan).” -Surah Al-Imran ayat 200

“Dan mintalah pertolongan(kepada Allah) dengan jalan sabar dan mengerjakan sembahyang; dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk” -Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 45

KEPADA SIAPA AKU BERHARAP?
“Cukuplah Allah bagiku, tidak ada Tuhan selain drNya. Hanya kepadaNya aku bertawakkal.” -Surah At-Taubah ayat 129

APA YANG AKU DAPAT DARI SEMUA INI?
“Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli dr org2 mu’min, diri, harta mereka dengan memberikan syurga utk mereka…” -Surah At-Taubah ayat 111



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November 30 daily horoscope

Lately I've been in a not-so-good mood. So many things running through my useless head.
And here I just want to show yesterday's horoscope. FYI, I don't always believe what it said. Cuman kadang sesuai sama yg sedang aku alami sih hehe

“You may be confused about where you want to go with your life, Libra. Your perspective keeps changing, and so do the elements that contribute to the choices you need to make. Perhaps you feel as though you’ve had the rug pulled out from under you, or that you’re standing on shaky ground – or even that you’ve fallen into quicksand and you’re sinking quickly with no idea how to climb out. But you’re just fine. Yu do have some important decision to make about your future, but if you allow your heart and your intuition to lead you, you will do everything right.”

So, yeah, that's what I've been thinking lately. Where I want to go with my life? Who I really am? I still haven't figure it out perfectly. Is it normal for an EIGHTEEN-year-old who still haven't found a place where she actually belongs? 

Sebenernya bukan cuma tentang itu which refers to "things" that running through my head.. There are a lot more. But I might sound pathetic if I keep telling, so suddenly my fingers freezed and.......fullstop. 

My College Life (so far)

Whoaaa it’s been like 3 months I didn’t write any post. I haven’t even told about my next destination after graduated from high school. Well, now I’m a student of PENS / EEPIS and I’m taking Computer Engineering as my study. There are sooo many things to tell during my 3 months disappearance from blog and my 3 months of being an official college student which I actually want to write here. Like, how those creepy orientation was, how desperate I was during my first days in college, how I learn to made myself getting use to my college life, how stupid my face was the first time I operated electronic tools that was totally ‘brand-new’ to me, how my teacher caught me when my eyes were half-open and my mind wander off everywhere, how I met my new awesome friends, how awesome my 18th birthday was, and….how I met someone who is taking the most part of my brain, someone who always put a smile on my face and made me thank to God for every single day I had in college :3.

Being an EPPIS student is not as easy as people thought. We can’t be kupu-kupu (kuliah-pulang-kuliah-pulang). I barely go home when the sun is still shining, tasks are given almost every day and now I have 2 new things that should be done in every week: lappen and lapres. They really stressed me out at first, but then I saw my seniors and told myself, “They could survive, why couldn’t I do so? All I have to do is getting use to my college life and stop complaining. Do my best to learn, grow with, and enjoy the process. Plus, I have him to keep me on spirit :3”. So here I am, on my way leaving all bad thoughts of how exhausting my college life was, I almost reach the finish line! May the odds be ever in my favor o:). 

Here are some pictures I want to share..

This is a picture of some of my classmates. Taken on the last day of OMB.

Even we are more blue than the sky :P 

Buntu di lab nga a a 

 

Taken on the first day of PraTD

And this is how my unforgettable 18th birthday surprise was. Disaat malam2 buntu nunggu dosen tiba-tiba dari luar ada yg bawa kue sambil nyanyi Happy Birthday :3 Awww how sweet :3. Duh! This is a really really late post but whatever, thankyouuu soooo much for Intan, Cindo, Dini and especially for the one who planned this. I love you© :3

pengen ngeblog yg bermutu

"pengen gitu bisa nulis/ngeblog yg isinya bagus n bermutu..."


That sudden realization after I read  intan's tweet.....
The whole stuff I wrote on my blog are just so useless. None of my post is worth reading......
I just realized that.....
And I was like

Then there's a part of me that said "Why bother so much? Wasn't your real purpose of making this blog just for another diary?.."

Another part of myself also told "That was. Yet, wouldn't it be more awesome if you write something worthy?"
huaa tapi buntu.. Aku tak pandai merangkai kata kata ._.

May 15 daily horoscope

Hi.. It's been a looooong time I didn't write anything. As usual, busy and lazy :P
Well, I come here only to post this...

"Pretend for a moment that love is like a star in the sky. It twinkles in the distance. It is surrounded bu darkness. It is far away and unattainable. You can't, after all, get in your rocket ship and soar to a star. If you have felt cynical or hopeless about having the best kind of love in your life, it may be because you are - without realizing it - thinking of it as something you cannot really have. But you can. And the time has never been better. Take the first step toward either healing an existing relationship, or reaching out for a new one."




I'm done. bye bye :*
Anyway, wish me luck for the SNMPTN. May the odds be ever in my favor o:)

2012

Hey people. 

It's been a long time I didn't make any post. Well, I've been busy cause school crappy stuffs. Exams, remedial tests... Ugh, that was super tiring. In that moment, I feel like I was followed by a huge dark cloud which brought me lots of bad lucks. My result is getting worse, way worse than the previous semester :(. ambleg parah :(. Not that I didn't study before exam. I DID!! Yet my luck was really bad. 

Some friends got a good result, but they cheated, well because they had a chance and I didn't. Ugh! It's so pissing me off!. I envy them -_-. 

Okay, it's some of reason why I AM SO GLAD that 2011 has already passed. Now I'm trying to forget all the bad things on 2011 and take the lesson for be a better person on 2012. 

2012 resolution? Hmm haven't really thought about it. One thing for sure: no more procrastination!. Study hard,  practice a lot and praying for UNAS and SNMPTN. Bismillah..