I'm feeling so down right now :(

I wanna write on here, but I don't know how to describe :(

I basically hate my life. cause I don't know the meaning of life!

If you smile through your pain and sorrow, You'll find that life is still worthwhile, You'll see the sun shining through for you - smile lyrics _(edited)

how can I smile in my pain and sorrow huh

actually I really hate to waiting, but in reality I often waiting for stupid things that will never happen.

rapor sisipan

11:00 saat pelajaran kimia, tiba tiba bu Min (walikelasku) masuk ke kelas ia4 sambil membawa tumpukan kertas laporan hasil belajarku n friends *:p* selama setengah semester, ya tumpukan itu adalah rapor sisipan.

anak-anak langsung histeris saat bu Min mulai melangkah masuk ke kelas *lebaaaaaaaay hehe*

satu persatu anak mulai dipanggil..

"no 14, gusti ayu almira"

waaaaa aku dipanggil mateeek mateeek *biasa ae woy*

jeng jeng.. ini dia nilaiku -_-

alhamdulillah :). not too bad lah hehe

ya yaa walopun ada angka 50 dan 69 (skm 76) yg menghiasi raporku -..-

ini kan masi rapor sisipan, semoga rapor semesteran lebih bagus dari ini. amiiin *ga yakin bisa -___-*

Rubik's snake

Sekarang lagi musimnya maen Rubik's snake ya, anak kelasku hampir punya semua ckckck

Padahal jaman SD dulu aku uda punya. eeeh hilang. Akhirnya saya tergoda untuk beli lagi yg baru hehe :p

baru beli, malemnya langsung wafat. Oh god! kasihan ularku :(

sungguh malang nasibmu ular
sungguh malang nasibmu rara. 10rb melayang, kan lumayan buat beli pulsa :p

Jadi disekolah cuman bisa minjem punya anak2 buat main -..-

aku ga pinter mainnya, cuman bisa bikin yg gampang :p

ini dia salah satunya..

R = RARA :D

poster

tugas bahasa inggris nuich, disuru bikin poster

kehabisan ide -__- nyontek dikit (atau banyak?) ke mbah gugel duech hehe

-ini dia-

ga penting? whocares!

mymom

There're many beautiful dates on this month, yea october

-beautiful dates, not beautiful events-

1. October, 2^nd 2010 . It was my birthday. I hate growing elder :p
2. October, 10^th 2010 . It was sooo beautiful date. There're many people who get married on that day. But nothing special happened to me. just like the other day, flat
3. October, 20^th 2010 . It's today, The not-so-good wednesday. I got something unpleasant. --- Mom call me during english lesson, in tears :O. I'm afraid something bad happened to my mom. She told me to go home, She said that she was feeling unwell. And at that time no one at home :O abis izin ke bk, aku langsung pulang. Alhamdulillah, she feel lil bit better. I hope my mom isn't exposed to dangerous disease. Amen :)

dream

How happy I am! Someone that I liked was also liked me :D

He's very nice to me. And he keep my picture on his phone wkwk (gpt)

*gedebuk* whoaa I woke up at that point. Than I realize that it was just a dream :(

Yes. Someone that i like came to my dream that night. If I can, I'll keep myself sleeping. Just to keep him with me :p :p :p

fullday school?

well right now in this moment I'm so fucked up of all the funckin responbilities I have on my school -.-

I've got tired of many exam and homework

almost a whole day I wasting my time to study on school. wtf?!

then I back home on 3.15 pm

well I think its time for me to take a rest

oh no! not yet! I have to study cause the next day there're an exam

it was not finish yet. After that I have to do my homework too

oh shit! so when is my time to take a rest huh?!

fullday school is not efficent!

it driving me crazy and strees out!

everyday, I feels like killing my self!

I'm not become smarter, malahan jadi koplo -_-

i've changed my blog title

mejikuhibiniu to shooting star

bolos

hari ini ujannya deres dan ga berhenti2 mulai jam 3 pagi - lupa

pokoknya jam 6 kurang jg masih hujan

bingung ngung ngung.. sekolah? enggak? sekolah? enggak?

pengennya sekolah, soalnya nanti ada pembagian rapot sisipan (OH!)

tapi kok ya hujan, pasti banjir. kalo nekat berangkat nanti kebanjiran terus motorku mogok gimana -..-

dan akhirnyaaaaaa.. saya memutuskan untuk bolos! (jangan ditiru) hehe

padahal aku uda mandi, sarapan, nyiapin buku, bahkan uda pake seragam. tapi apa daya... :p

daripada ga ngapa ngapain mending balik ke kasur deh (y)

baru bangun jam 9.15 . langsung liat hape, ada sms dari boni

dia bilang "aku juga ga masuk rak, macet total pek. jadinya mbalik ke rumah"

ealaaaaaah.. kita teman sebangku emang sehati haha

teruuuss.. ak nyalain internet, login ke twitter

banyak yg ngetwit kalo ternyata rapot sisipannya ditunda *yessss*

jadinya kan ga terlalu menyesal krn mbolos :p

M150

aku suka iklannya M150 hihi

pertama liat sih cegek, durasi lumayan lama ternyata cuman iklannya M150 -___-
tapi bagus lho hahaha :D

testo

wuhuuuuu. I got a surprise :D

here it is..

taraaaaaaa...

yap. that's my physics score

my prediction on previous post (testo) is true

how excellent it is! -..-

But, I'm not too dissapointed. cause not only me who got a bad score, there's no one who got good score. Including the smartes student in my class, shahira.

I hate physics!

well, maybe I have to study harder than now. "Do it rara! or you won't ever got a good score in physics. spirit!"

uhm.. yeaaa I'll try. though I really really hate physics!! -..-

promote

heloo hi...

me and friends just created a new blog

please visit 'n follow our blog--> les-filles-folles

♥♥♥ thanks ♥♥♥

Little Red Riding Hood

lalala...

I wear grandma's dress :p

10-10-10

10-10-10= -10 kkkk xD

well, today has a special date. but nothing special happened to me

there are lots of boy/girl who express his/her love to someone special today

am I hoping so that happened to me? ummm that's my secret! :p

but, better I wait 'till 12-12-12 when I've become a student of medical faculty. amiiiiin :D

friday

Today is friday. Ups sorry, wrong spelled. I mean f-r-e-e-d-a-y hehe

I really love that day, why?

because....

• Only on that day that has not-so-boring lessons, I don't have to bring lots of book. Rather than on monday to thursday that students should bring many many books :p
• Only on that day I can got home earlier, at 1:00 PM. Rather than monday to thursday that students have to stay longer and got home at 3:15 PM -__-
• Only on that day that I can hanging out with friends. beside saturday and sunday.

but friday is changed me into (a little bit) lazy person :p

I don't lend an ear to the teacher :p

I just lend my eyes into the laptop, take a look at Diana Rikasari's blog

I love her blog so muuuuuucch xx. dreaming have a beautiful blog as hers kkkkkk xD

Theeeeeeeeeeeeen, me and friends (boni, dela, rania celyn) create a new blog. Let visit and follow

our blog :* :*

______________________________

after school.. Boni, kiki, ayuk and I go to TP. As usual, we watch movie (RE afterlife) and taking photos haha. Wanna see? I think yes :P here are some photos of us.

on the last photo I looked so weird -.-

ga pinter nulis

Saya memang ga pinter nulis, hasil tulisan saya jelek2 -.-

whocares? :p

egois

Setiap orang pasti tahu apakah egois itu. Suatu sifat yang dimiliki hampir setiap orang). Suatu sifat yang hanya mementingkan dan menguntungkan diri sendiri. Suatu keadaan dimana seseorang bisa tertawa sedangkan seseorang lainnya sedang bersedih.

Kenapa sih sifat itu ada didiri kita? Apa kalian lupa kalo kita ini manusia. We need each other guys!

Egois itu emang menguntungkan bagi diri sendiri. Tapi coba sadari, mana ada orang yang mau berteman dengan seorang yang egois? Kalaupun ada, pasti tidak akan bertahan lama. Lama kelamaan temanmu itu akan ninggalin kamu. Kamu sendirian, kamu kesepian, kamu ga punya teman. Jadi rugi sendiri kan?

Ruginya ga cuman di masalah pertemanan aja. Dalam masalah percintaan pun egois juga merugikan kamu sendiri. Buat yang masih muda kalo pacaran pasti ga pernah awet. Kalo buat yang udah menikah pun pasti bakal sering terjadi perselisihan antar suami istri, bisa jadi sampai terjadi perceraian. Inget! There is no ‘I’ in marriage, it changed by ‘we’ or ‘us’. So, lebih baik mulai sekarang belajar ngilangin sifat egois itu. Aku juga masi belajar nih hehe

PS: Sangat dilarang untuk bertindak egois waktu ulangan! Bantu temennya yang ga bisa yaaa. Hehe *sesat*

hantu

Pas kelas 7 pernah dapet tugas drama.

Eeeeeh sial aku kebagian peran jadi hantu -__-

aku inget, waktu itu ceritanya aku jadi hantu ganjen. suka gangguin cowok. oh GOD! -__-

dirumah iseng2 dandan kaya hantu, dan akhirnya bikin video ini

cekidot :D

gak banget ya? hahaha

exchange link

duh aku bingung. para blogger banyak yg bilang ''exchange link yuk''

maksudnya apa sih?

saya pengguna baru, ga ngerti apa2 :p

yang tau komen dong ya ya? hehe

hari itu ada sms masuk ke hapeku..

tutut tutut....

aku kira itu emang bapakku, dan hari itu aku lagi ngambek sama bapakku jadi ya smsnya aku bales *tapi bo'oooong :p*

penipuan macam gitu sudah basi mas, cari cara yg lain dong -..-

yang kreatif -..-

gak lama, hape nenekku juga bunyi

tutut tutut....

aku buka. ternyata ada sms dari buyut *ngakak* alias orang yg ngaku2 bapaknya nenekku minta kirimin pulsa. huakakaka kebodohan =))

birthday

today is my birthday, yea october 2nd

I'm turn 16 y'o

nothing special happened today

I hate growing older actually :p

but.. let me sing.. happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday happy birthday happy birthday to me :D

anyway, thankyou so much for you who said 'happy birthday' to me :D

(via message, fb, twitter, ym, etc)

boy in glasses

don't know why, I be interested to a boy who put a glasses on his eyes :3

boy in glasses has his own special enchantment

he look so attractive

wearing glasses is not always identical with a bookworm -_-

but, maybe he's a dilligent boy :p

lihat senyumku

ga sedikit orang yang bilang wajahku judes, jutek. oooh -__-

mereka yang bilang gitu kurang memperhatikan wajahku dengan seksama *mateeek*

let see . .

how wide is my smile :))))))

how cute is my face :333

wakaka

ga ada unsur judes juteknya sama sekali kan hihi

uh

no one remember